I feel inconsolable!

Posted on 6.7.2010 by planetstars
Mood: want to kill myself.

Today, I did something terrible that made me feel sooooooooooooooo bad.

So shameful , so disrespectful, so stupid, so appalling.........just totally lost myself.

I hated myself, but now I hate myself much much more.

Why am I like that? Why so anxious? Why so desperated? Why so reckless?

I feel so inconsolable!

Well, at least I know what I need to do and what I am going to do to find myself.........

Wish me luck!