Tired of ..............

Geschrieben am 04.07.2010 von planetstars
Stimmung: extremely complicated!.

It's been quite energy draining love, but I'd never given up as I could feel that he still cared for me, for my love even without talking to each other for months.........but not anymore :-(.....I can't feel, I don't feel it anymore. He doesn't need my love anymore :-(....reading mail or writing mails or sharing his time, I am being pushed down to the buttom of his priorities and I cannot say anything as I don't have the right to, but, That's okay as that's what it should be as that is his life.........

But the thing is I am not talking about priority, I am talking about "CARE".

What would you think if he can't even take 3 minutes out of his 3 hours time with another girl to send you something he knows you have been waiting anxiously?  He doesn't care, right? yeah, he doesn't care!

I am so tired, extremely tired to hold on  to this love.......I should give up and I need to give up (not giving up my love to him, giving up asking for his care) or I will gone crazy not being able to feel his care.......What should I do?